Monday, August 04, 2008/ 12:10 AM Term 3 Week 6
i changed my blogskin on yesterday's yesterday! hahs. was too lazy/busy/tired to type after that. perfect live journal style! damn cool.
humans are thought to be two-sided, one which to be claimed as the white, the good side of someone, while the other one is to be claimed as the dark, the bad side of someone. in other words, a good person is not exactly perfect at all, which is just mainly due to the strong suppression of the person's dark side. the path is chosen by us. one's selfishness, self-centeredness can be easily controlled by our own. its just all down to the resistance/struggle that one's put out to control his mindset. the choice is ours.
i was wondering how many masks that one could have possessed. wearing different 'masks' for different occasion. be it at home, school, friends, projects, work, we wore different masks all the time, to suit to the different environment. in other sense, is it fake?
its back to school again, yet the stressing life that u can ever imagine, on the sight of looking everyone mugging like there is no tomorrow, while reflecting on what have i done, which is like nothing. the pressure is simply immense, how i wish that i can simply regard tests as some worksheets, worksheets that is not up to standard.
simply have to make it through the next 2 weeks, which is like damn bloody crucial to my whole sec 4 life, ok maybe except for end of year exams. as said the stake for failures is simply too high to pay. ohman, i dun think i can even survive mentally.
08.04 ICAS ENGLISH 08.06 GEOGRAPHY TEST (EARTH CLIMATE) 08.07 PROJECTS' DAY FINALS WEB REPORT DUE DATE! 08.07 CHINESE COMMON COMPOSITION TEST 08.09 NATIONAL DAY! 08.12 MATHS TEST (INTEGRATION) 08.13 CHEMISTRY TEST 2 (ORGANIC CHEMISTRY) 08.15 PROJECTS' DAY FINALS!
thanks lot to kaeyuan's compilation haha. it seriously just stressed me up. the events are just lining up.
its make or break now! esp project's day! yep keep a look out these few days, our final product of 足球世界(二)will be up on web soon!
countdown to XXX? days? to ultimate freedom LOL! 14 weeks of break! before JC resumes in feb! u saw it. is 14 weeks of break!
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