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Friday, April 10, 2009/ 9:23 PM STJ first and foremost, congrats to all 50 council elects out there. esp raash. u deserve it a lot. the result when announced through the PA system, hurts me a lot. a lot. i dun want to sound like im crying over spoilt milk, no mentioning of any names, i was really stunned when i look at the list again. i guess that first impression that people portrays really play a v big part. who also can bullshit when given the chance, but whts the point. yeah im really disappointed wif myself. for yet again feeling that bit of over confidence again even when i keep resisting. for not making use of that Q&A. at times, i rly get frustrated over campaign stuffs that i just heck everything. and to my team, im sorry if i give off a bossy feeling. but im still rly quite unhappy at how things developed. still, everything still lies with me. now. how i wish i can sleep forever, putting this at the back of my mind. i want to thanks everyone for their support though. all the consoles and texts that i received, mainly with, "are u okay". and all the encouragements, handshakes, hugs. i couldnt really have expressed my gratitude back then, but i appreciated it a lot. now its not like the end of the world, i just couldnt decide on wht CCA to join. this sounds really stupid, when most ppls alr have their fixed CCAs. cross country looks so dead, dead as in the boys inside. the feelings that im getting is i wouldnt be able to mix with them, its like we are of different leagues. i dun want a training that is like go there, run, stone, go back. move on.  senior-treat-junior (STJ) yesterday late into the night! not exactly treat, since we are paying by ourselves, given their supposedly "bo-money" claim. some woman went to take a video/picture of us cus we are particular noisy, but for some reasons she fled off soon after. lol. the food took ages to be served!  mortal - angel - ultimate angel -.- im gng to sleep early from now on. NO MORE 2am/3am. my dark circles are so evident now! like a panda -.- |
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