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Friday, June 05, 2009/ 1:58 AM holidays what does holidays mean to ppls? i realised i havent been blogging about my life. its simply plain training. double session training everyday. just walking on the street, looking on how others are leading their life so carefreely, listening to how people got stressed over trivial stuffs, makes me envious. my legs have been aching like crazy, and it takes a lot of mental to tell them not to give way. its an individual race. it is always when time gets precious, that we will treasure our time. its like when ur dying, and suddenly there will be tons of stuffs that u will want to do. 24 hrs is never enough. treasure while u still have it. i dun even mind stuffing my stomach with all kinds of junks tgt wif close frens, and suffer terribly later at training with vomiting symptoms. i dun want to lose contacts with my friends. no matter how tired i am, i will always be available. butttt, why does everyone seems unavailable? somehow, i feel that im missing out a lot. and theres studies. blocks coming right aft hols. i bet there are alr ppls slogging out at their home right now, squeezing out every details out of their lecture notes, time is like just gold bar to me now. change is the only constant. i am scared of being alone. even in my dreams. |
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