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Saturday, July 18, 2009/ 10:40 PM Cross Junction  i am not a perfectionist. i don't need my life to be perfect. but how often have i come to this cross junction only to realise that im stuck nowhere in between. i have only myself to blame for the mess tt im in now. after all, im just a student. whose main responsibility is just to study, and get 4 'A's in A's. i havent really told anyone about my intention of me joining cross in april. not because i want to run, but because i want to run away. looking back at frisbee, i do feel a tinge of regretfulness towards them, and more of the 'letting them down' feeling. going even further back to council, theres the extinguished desire to serve. if i could turn back the time. this rollercoaster experience is getting over. IF only everything goes back to its original state. i want a normal and happy life. i don't aspire to be a superman. i arent making my own decision. after all, i have been running away from myself all these months.  i always run whenever im troubled. this is how magical, running can do to a person. it somehow makes one fly. |
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